Secret Window
The darkest of shame. There's nowhere left to go.
I heard you found your way to my secret window.
You took in all the words, and it filled your heart with hate.
And now I can't take back all those footprints of fate.
So just let me say I never wanted you to see.
You couldn't feel it, all those things inside of me.
The darkest of shame. I've rendered such a crime!
My innermost thoughts have been brought into the light.
What would I ever do if there ever comes a day
when we cross paths again? Would I just keep running away?
So just let me say I never wanted you to see.
You couldn't feel it, all those things inside of me.
I don't want forgiveness; I only come here to explain.
I know that I was wrong to ever blame you for my pain.
All this frustration kept inside the secret window.
I should've dealt with this a long long time ago.
And you were there and I needed someone I could blame.
I am the choice I made, and I'll never be the same.
Still I don't regret the things I cannot change.
Another lesson learned, but the truth remains the same.
But I'm running scared, just trying to hide my face.
All this pain I've caused, and the words I cannot erase.
So just let me say I never wanted you to see.
You couldn't feel it, all those things inside of me.
I don't want forgiveness; I only come here to explain.
I know that I was wrong to ever blame you for my pain.
And in the night when everything is dark. It is so calm.
I dream about a chance I had with you, but now it's gone.
All this frustration kept inside the secret window.
I should've dealt with this a long long time ago.
And you were there and I needed someone I could blame.
I am the choice I made, and I'll never be the same.
This is goodbye! Never will we speak again.
I move through shadows, ashamed of what I did.
Just understand I didn't want it to be this way.
You took it all too hard and now I have to turn away.... Sorry