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Face

A face stares at me through a doorway

that no one walks through.

She speaks of love and happiness

but there's nothing I can do!

The ones do anything they please

and without a single care

I want to lose this fear

but I only can stare...

They told me it's not so hard

and to give it a try.

So I journeyed to find a cure

but only wanted to die...

I was given a taste of heaven

then I was put back down.

A storm brewed inside my mind

and I fell to the cold ground.

I poisoned myself time and time again

in the hopes to escape.

Thank god they save me

before it was too late!

Now I look back on the times that cause me pain.

And I realize those lonely days

they are here to stay...

So with that I cry and I sing a sad goodbye!

Never again will I love or have the strength to try!

So many times before I have spoken of this pain

But no angel has come to clear my skies full of rain.

I wonder what it is truly like to be free?

Maybe I should ask the lucky ones that are on the TV!

But a face stares at me through a doorway looking back at me

Wondering what it's like to truly be free.