Chasing Down My Past
It's only when you lose that you realize what you really had.
It didn't take too long before this life became so bad.
You place a bet and then you lose everything in just one shot.
A thousand miles away from home selling everything you got.
I came to live here because I was following my dreams.
But now I just don't know, I guess I was wrong it seems.
The times have changed and I'm just chasing down my past.
The tides have turned and the ghosts are catching up at last.
It's only when it's too late that your true love is revealed.
But now I think it's much too late to lose this sword and shield.
I've been fighting out here for so long in this battlefield of life.
Wondering if I'll see the day when freedom can be mine.
I came to live here because I was following my dreams.
But now I just don't know, I guess I was wrong it seems.
The times have changed and I'm just chasing down my past.
The tides have turned and the ghosts are catching up at last.
I left my security, I left my piece of mind.
I'm spinning out of control with no chance to make it right.